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Guest Post: Somatic Sensations, Symbolic Imagery & Somatic Releases

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When we’ve been traumatized by child abuse, we generally feel we’re the only person in the whole world to experience strange emotions and physical symptoms. I’m grateful to guest blogger, Cathy, for sharing her own somatic results of trauma.

Over the course of my 17 year journey in recovering from childhood trauma, I have come to understand that past trauma can manifest as physical sensations in the body (‘somatics’). Throughout my healing journey, I have regularly experienced physical sensations in my body and symbolic imagery in my mind’s eye. I now believe that these symbolic images are ‘messages’ from my subconscious mind (‘my depths’) to my conscious mind (‘my surface’) which help me to understand, comprehend, process and ultimately, to work through an aspect of my original trauma or a particular stage of my healing. My understanding is that these symbolic images in my mind’s eye are a bit similar to what happens during Focusing (, where we’re able to get in touch with our own ‘felt sense’ or our innate, inner wisdom within our bodies.

Below is a summary of the somatic sensations and symbolic imagery that go with my own sense of the emotional pain and tension that I’ve experienced within my body over the years:

  • A strong sense that there is a fist-sized boil in my heart area that needs to be lanced.
  • Fantasising about using a large diameter drill to drill into the fist-sized boil in my heart area, releasing a huge spurt of pus that flies across the room, immediately releasing and freeing up the massive build-up of pressure, discomfort and pain in my heart area.
  • Fantasising about lying on a table in an operating theatre in a hospital and having a surgeon cut open the area around my heart to surgically remove my emotional pain. My EMDR/trauma therapist told me that some of her clients had actually had body parts surgically removed due to a “persistent pain” in this area only to find that their “persistent [emotional] pain” returned to another area of their body post-surgery.
  • Fantasising about a zip running down the centre of my chest that I can unzip to release a flock of doves out of my chest, allowing them to fly away freely off into the sky.
  • Feeling as though I have a volcano inside my torso that is about to erupt.
  • Seeing another adult me sitting within me, in the pit of my stomach, naked, in the snow, shivering, defenceless, cold, alone, isolated and desperately wanting to get out.
  • Watching another me bending down to look into the shards of a broken mirror shattered all over the floor and seeing my fractured self reflected back at me from the many, many shards and fragments of broken mirror spread across the floor.
  • Experiencing my own sense of internal fragmentation as: can you imagine that you’re staying at my house, you have a bag of belongings with you and your belongings are spread out all over my house, with at least one of your belongings in each room of my home? Then I say to you, “we have to leave in 30 seconds” and in response you experience a sense of panic as you attempt to collect all of your belongings from their sprawled out places all over my house in an instant. This is how I often feel, I need to ‘collect’ all of the different parts of myself to literally ‘bring or pull myself together’ before I get out of bed, begin a task or step out of my front door.

Over the course of my 17 years of therapy, particularly over the last 5 years as I’ve discovered and increasingly explored different body-centred healing modalities, such as Emotional Freedom Technique (EFT), FasterEFT, reiki, Eye Movement Desensitisation and Reprocessing (EMDR) and Network Chiropractics (, I’ve progressively experienced more and more somatic releases (ie. expressing, ‘surfacing’ and releasing of my inner pain from within, out through my body). Here is a summary of the full range of somatic releases that I’ve experienced over the last five years of the emotional pain, terror and tension resulting from my childhood trauma that I have carried within my body/being/organism since the original trauma occurred:

  • Burping – burps that come from deep within me, they almost have an old, musty book smell or quality to them, suggesting to me that they come from my past (not the present moment), sometimes my ‘trauma release burps’ demand my full attention, I have to drop everything, brace and prepare myself in order to allow them to surface.
  • Sneezing – excessively loud and powerful sneezing, often demanding that my whole body gets involved in my sneeze. Did you know that our current tradition of saying “bless you” after someone sneezes originated from an ancient idea that we are releasing bad spirits when we sneeze? This makes perfect sense to me!
  • Coughing – excessive, lung wrenching coughing for sustained periods occasionally during Network Chiropractic sessions, like a chain smoker, even though I’m not a smoker
  • Stiffness in my jaw and aching and soreness in my face, particularly around my temples and behind my eyebrows
  • Excessive stomach grumbling, gurgling and tingling
  • Spontaneous full body shaking, jerking and tremouring (as per Traumatic Release Exercises, TRE,
  • Contractions or tightening in one area of my body such as my heart area, almost like labour contractions, suggesting to me that something substantial wants to be ‘birthed’, or released from deep within
  • Giggling and laughing
  • Crying and sobbing
  • Screaming
  • Yawning and sighing
  • Farting
  • Nausea and vomiting
  • Diarrhoea
  • More frequent urination.

My Network Chiropractor informed me that the body’s capacity to suddenly and rapidly expel substances from our bodies is a primal fright or flight instinct, designed to ‘free up’ the body, to literally ‘lighten our body’s load’ in response to a life threatening event (or even an event that is ‘only’ perceived to be life threatening, consider a vulnerable, defenceless small child’s take on this!!), to allow our mind/body to focus it’s attention and energy exclusively on preparing for freeze or flight, similar to a pilot in a hot air balloon who decides to throw heavy objects overboard in the event of an unexpected descent.

Our mind-body system is endlessly fascinating to me. Through my somatic experiences, symbolic imagery and somatic releases, I’ve come to understand and know that our mind and body are intricately and completely linked.

Peter Levine has developed a healing technique called Somatic Experiencing (, he is also the author of a book called Waking the Tiger, Healing Trauma, a fascinating book about the phenomena of somatic experience.

Guest Post: My Experience of Network Chiropractics


Guest blogger, Cathy, shares her own insights into the body’s way of holding our secrets and our wounds. You are invited to comment on her experiences and/or contribute your own findings about the body’s stories.

I am 41 years old and a wife and mother to two daughters, aged 8 and 6.

I grew up with dysfunctional parents and experienced childhood trauma.

For the last 25 years, I’ve experienced a heavy sensation in my chest, it feels like a fist-sizedboil in my heart area, that I’m desperate to ‘lance’. I’ve had a strong inner knowing all along, that the original cause of this sensation is emotional, not physical, pain.

Over the past 16 years, I’ve sought out many different kinds of therapy to release and resolve this persistent, uncomfortable sensation in my heart area, including: many years of conventional talk therapy, Neuro Linguistic Programming (NLP), EFT (Emotional Freedom Technique), FasterEFT, reiki, hypnosis, Eye Movement Desensitisation and Reprocessing (EMDR) and Traumatic Release Exercises (TRE). All of these techniques helped to a degree, but none seemed able to access and affect my ‘inner boil’. During this long period of extensive searching, I eventually learnt that this strange boil sensation in my heart area has a name: ‘somatic’ (meaning of, relating to, or affecting the body).

About six months ago, I discovered Network Spinal Analysis (NSA), a technique practised by chiropractors, with NSA training.

NSA is a method for ‘reading’ the spine and the body. NSA is based on the idea that over the course of our lives, we store trauma and tension in our bodies. NSA can be used to gradually, respectfully, carefully and gently recognise and release old ‘layers’ and ‘pockets’ of trauma and tension from our bodies, a bit like uncovering layers and pockets of historical debris during an archaeological dig.

NSA involves lying on a massage table in a room with 3-5 other people who are also lying on massage tables receiving NSA treatments (called ‘entrainments’). The network chiropractor makes light finger-tip touches along the spine of each client, spending 1-2 minutes with each client before giving them time for their body to respond as they move onto the next client. This small group approach to treatment results in cost savings as well as on-mass energetic benefits to everyone involved.

After spending more than 10 years in conventional talk therapy, I am loving the simplicity of NSA treatments. I simply walk into a room, lie down on a massage table and allow my body to guide my network chiropractor in my treatment. After years of psycho-analysis and painstaking self-analysis, I feel so relieved to be able to leave my mind ‘at the door’ and to simply hand my mind and body over to this highly effective healing technique.

Even though NSA is a body-centred approach to healing, it has both emotional and physical benefits. I’m finding that the changes that I ached for for years in conventional therapy, such as being able to speak my truth, are now occurring spontaneously, naturally and effortlessly.

It feels as though my childhood trauma effectively created blocks within me, like a pebble stuck inside a garden hose, restricting the water flow. Somehow NSA releases my trauma and my inner blocks, enabling me to gradually and effortlessly be more and more of my authentic self. I feel more peace and ease within myself than ever before.

For further information about NSA, refer to the Association for Reorganisational Healing Practice’s website: